I have a tendency to be late. And forget things. And procrastinate. And get nervous easily. Basically I'm a huge wreck, okay?
Charlie and I have our on place, since we're starting our own family and all. Got twins already - and they're not the easiest boys. But you can find me at classes on off days and Chash on the others.
God damn it…
No I promise I’m…. I’m going to be okay. You know me. I’m going to be okay, I just need some time.
Please stop wearing yourself out.
God damn it…
No no no. That’s yours. That’s all for you. Just you an’ the massages and bubble baths an’ whatever else you girls do at those places. I made a promise to take care of the boys so you could have some time to yourself. So take it. Please. I’m fine I’m just… high strung…
You’ve been so stressed out lately though, Chash, what with all this drama with Alison….
I want you to relax.
God damn it…
Just… can’t sleep again… no big deal…
Maybe you should take that weekend at the spa instead.
Ugh.
I… I can’t lose my sister again Whitney!! I can’t! Losing Cat was… it broke me down… a-and Ali is my sister just as much as she is and I can’t let her do this to herself! I just… I yelled at her… I said awful things to her because I couldn’t control myself and… Whit I’m just so scared… but you’re right… if she… if she can’t fix herself then she can’t… she’s not a part of this family anymore…
We’ll figure this out, Chash. We will.
(Source: whitneycheshire-rogers)
Ugh.
It’s my fault… I wasn’t there for her and… now she’s… god I never showed her the scars… the ones on my arm from… from the needles and… and I think she’s hanging out with people that aren’t… they’re like those people… the ones… oh god what if they come after us?! What if they come after the boys!?
Charlie, calm down. Calm! Can you… I… They’re not going to do that. They don’t even know about you or me or us and they have no reason to. And I love Alison, but I’m going to tell her to get herself out now or… that’s it. No more ties to us. Not me, not the boys. Not even you, Chash. We have a family to think about first. And worse comes to worse, I’ll have to report her myself. Maybe jail time will do her good.
(Source: whitneycheshire-rogers)
Ugh.
Whit… I… I’m sorry…
Chash…
Don’t you apologize. You’ve nothing to be sorry for.
But I… I never told you… n-not the whole story a-and now Alison’s getting herself into the same trouble I did and I can’t lose her… I don’t want her to be like me Whit I’m… I’m not… not right… not in the head…
We’re not going to lose her.
Because I’m going to kill her.
(via leave-the-broken-hearts)
